Thursday, July 16, 2009

A hole in the defence

Self-control is what makes all the difference in human,
While some uphold their principles in life, some succumb to their desires,
There are some who unwillingly and miserably let their emotions cloud their rationalism.

Why is it so hard to not do something you do not wish to?
Something you hate.. Something you despise..
It has been a long journey searching for the answer to the seemingly impossible question.
Yet, where did it lead to?
A bleak, cold, lonely and confined space,
Filled with nothing but emptiness..

Losing control over ones mind and emotions,
Allowing frustration and stress to take the wheel,
Allowing oneself to stoop so low till it is unbearable to face the mirror,
Let alone face the world..

How strange is it to break down at the snap of a finger
When one can handle physical pain effortlessly, but fail to deal with frustration..

Losing self-control has created an ugly creature,
One who loses rationalism and shiver in anger,
Using all ones strength to push back the drops,
Pushing one to the utmost limits of endurance..

When the barrier finally broke,
What an ugly sight it creates,
Everything around turns blue,
And music is in great need..

Lips pursed tightly, Silence befalls..

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